Blog of Gia Bennett

Blog of Gia Bennett

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

why...

I just want to be happy, enjoy life ... live life. Why does it have to be so hard? Where is the confident, carefree and happy person I used to be?  Who am I? I look in the mirror and see someone I don't know. She is  hideously bloated, scared to take chances, negative no matter how hard she tries to think positive, and hides from the world because she is so ashamed of who she has become. No matter how much good and wonderful she has in her life, she only sees the bad. She is drowning in her own misery. I have come to despise her.

3 comments:

YogaSavy said...

Truly very provoking thoughts. Something we all go through at some stage or the other in our lives.

ginnnnsane said...

I have gotten a bit dark in my last couple of posts. I'm trying my best to pull myself out of it. Thank you for commenting! :)

Karen ^..^ said...

Our blogs are about our innermost thoughts and experiences... they aren't all sweetness and light. Dark is necessary to balance out light so we can distinguish one from the other. Gin, I don't like to see you so upset, but I'm glad you've found your voice again, here. Maybe one day I'll be that brave again.

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